Last Sunday, I had a show on TUF that went, I feel, really well for me.
Of course, part of the reason that it went so well for me was that the other actress wasn’t very enthusiastic or experienced with BDSM, though she had already shot for Kink twice. She was nice, just maybe having an off day or worried about what was going to happen to her.
Anyway, she had a lot of limits, which is fine, but it does put a lot of pressure on me to carry the shoot. On top of that, Peter Acworth, the CEO of Kink, was going to be in attendance. Good thing I work well under pressure!
Mr. Acworth’s* presence added another layer of difficulty, too. Of course we would have to make sure that it was a good performance, but I would also have to behave myself. James Mogul first told me that Mr. Acworth was going to be there as I was doing my makeup. I paused and turned to him and asked, “Do you want me to be good?” He looked at the floor for a minute before telling me that, yes, I should try to behave. I could be a little bratty at the beginning, but I had to behave. No backtalk. No mocking tones. No deliberate disrespect. I could joke around a tiny bit, but that was it.
This was difficult for me, but not as difficult as I thought it was going to be. What ended up happening is that, a lot of the time when they would ask me a question, I would just be quiet. Once Stephanos kept asking me a question over and over while I just sort of gave him this worried, “I have a secret!” look before he realized, “It’s a smart answer, isn’t it?”
The only time my mouth did get the best of me was when Stephanos asked me if I thought that he flogged bad. “Badly.” It just popped out of my mouth! I didn’t mean to say it! I felt myself freeze and my eyes widen. He was gonna give it to me now–and he did. And I, well, I deserved it.
As for the sex…it was amazing. The guy, Barry, I think his name was, was amazing. He was smaller, but so strong. He was just…muscle. So strong. And his cock was thick and kinda curved, but in the most amazing way. What’s more, he had this lip ring and, while I’ve made out with people with lip piercings before, I’ve never kissed someone with a pointed one. Instead of being continuous, it ended in two little spikes. Kissing him with that piercing was very enjoyable.
I also really enjoyed having Stephanos caning my tongue. That was just…amazing. And of course James Mogul’s bondage was enjoyable. I also liked having him crop my hand.
Really, there’s just too much that I enjoyed. It was a really full day. I got to demonstrate my new stripper trick, put flowers in my vagina and be a human vase…it was a great shoot. Of course, shoots never turn out as good (or as bad) as you think they are going to, but I had a wonderful shoot and hope to experience something like it again ASAP.
* He’s told me to call him “Peter”, but I just can’t. He’s Peter freaking Acworth!